When people tell me what I just said ‘wasn’t very Christian’ I laugh.
Of course, it probably wasn’t very Christian – that is, wasn’t very like Christ.
It was probably stupid, may have been macho, and was likely lacking love or compassion.
I laugh because, thankfully, my being Christian doesn’t depend on my actions, on what I do or what I say…thank God – or I would be destined for Satan’s eternal torture party.
I laugh, not because I am proud of my stupidity, or think I am clever or a smartass.
I don’t. And I ‘m not.
I often cringe at the way I try to ‘get on with the lads’ at work, the stupid sexual innuendos I come out with, or the long running jokes of deviancy I’ve got with a co-worker or two.
I laugh because I know my being Christian doesn’t depend on me.
I laugh because I know what makes me a Christian isn’t about what I do, but about what Christ did for me.
I laugh because I know my Christian status is because of Christ living in me and through me.
I don’t have to try to be like Christ.
Christ lives through me.
As Paul says ‘I can do everything through Christ.’
Not that I do do everything through Christ.
I wish I did.
Sometimes my tongue – which has a life of its own – gets in the way.
James was right.
All kinds of animals have been tamed by man, but no man can tame the tongue…It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.
(James 3:8)
Yet as Paul says, we cannot change ourselves into His likeness. We change into His likeness, from glory to glory, as we gaze on Him –
This comes from The Lord, who is The Spirit.
(2 COR 3:18)
When people tell me I am not very Christian I laugh… because… I know I am not very Christian.
That is, I am not very Christ – like.
I laugh because, like Isaiah, I am overwhelmed with joy because
He has clothed me in a robe of His righteousness.
(Isaiah 61:10)
No matter what I do, mistakes I make, stupid things I say, to God I am as pure and as perfect as Christ.
My righteous status before God is a free gift.
And I can rest assured that the more time I spend gazing on Him, the more those undesirable qualities I have will fall away.
I will decrease, He will increase.
And for this, I cry.
Cry for joy.
Thank you, Jesus!!!


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